user@roy[/life]: del LIFE:/emotions
Error: Cannot delete LIFE:/emotions/; you do not have permissions to this directory
(A)bort, (R)etry, (F)ail, (I)gnore?

F

(Yes, the mixture of *nix and DOS was intentional)

. . .

Forreal this time. Thanks to Han especially for being there for me. No more. Fin. Fin. Fin. Fin!

I've been laughing a lot at life lately - just how twisted everything seems. I was giggling like a schoolgirl today when I realized how flawed humans are (in context of emotions).

I've always prided myself on having some sense of intuition (which has served me a few times at the poker tables). I can immediately pick out situations between people just by hanging out with them. I can see bad situations coming a mile away and I know what needs to be done or what I can do to avoid them. But like a deer caught in the headlights, I simply refuse to move. I believe that perhaps the car will avoid me. This leads to a self-replicating cycle of self-doubt and introspection that leads to more self-doubting and more introspection. And while I'm doing this, I know how utterly pathetic I have become.

I find great amusement in how aware humans are of their problems and the situations. We know what needs to be done, and we truly believe that endgame... but we just can't bring ourselves to follow through on those situations.

We're blessed with such self-awareness yet we lack self-restraint and willpower. It makes me laugh.