I feel like my gambling is under control now; it took a lot of willpower and time for me to get over the impulses ... the urges I got to "just load up PartyPoker," but I finally have better control over all of it.

Of course, everytime I load up Kenny Roger's "The Gambler" or OAR's "Crazy Night of Poker," I feel a twinge ... and then the rush ... but it's really nice to not be at the mercy of a game, even if it's the best game in the world :)