Those of you who think that having the willpower to study for school and caring about grades is something to take for granted ... don't think that.

None of you have any idea how much awe and respect I have for people who go to classes and study hard for examinations. The willpower in my life for school is nonexistent.

My lack of caring for school is a point of great stress for me ... and I really suffer a lot for it. Most of my personal problems are tied in with this stress; you'll notice that every December I go to the doctor's to pick up some sleeping pills because I have trouble sleeping.

I have a lot on my mind lately ... I'll spare you for tonight because I haven't slept really well over the past few nights.

I had an exam tomorrow but I'm going to skip it ... dont' worry, I don't get a zero for the midterm; the final just counts more now.

yeah ...