This was the longest stretch I had been away from home in a long time. Tuesday to Friday was Portland, then Friday to Sunday was San Diego. No surprise - i came back sick. It started in Portland, and Vegas just made it worse (no matter how much I tried to tone it down).
Vegas made me really aware of how I have two completely different personalities when it comes to my personal life. I have moments of complete confidence and extrovertedness - I was definitely "on" Friday night. Come Sunday, the old version of me crept in - the insecure version. I'm still at odds with myself on how to handle it - as I get older, I've discovered that nobody wants to see (or hear) the latter. People have their own problems - they don't really want to hear mine.
Is there really a yin/yang balance in a personality, or does one side completely overwhelm the other?
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hapy
jinshil
personally, i admire your humbleness and introvert tendencies. i hope that you don't view these aspects of your personalities as a fault because they can end up being your strengths.
that said, i think most people continue to grow and evolve, so there will always be some sort of struggle between who you want to be tomorrow and who you are today.
hapy