this past weekend, i was refilling my drink at the local in-n-out when these two twin brothers (who weren't older than seven) were struggling to reach the lids and straws (they're on top of the drink machine).

"excuse me sir," (they were amazingly polite) "could you please help us out?"

i handed them two lids and two straws.

"thank you very much!" ... and they sauntered away. (seriously, the politest children i've interacted with in a LONG time)

one thing i love about growing up is how my perspective changes about the "big" things in my life. (i mean this in both the literal and non-literal ways)

i remember being young and having both parents tower over me. they were like giants!
i remember when i got a "b+" on a test in elementary school and worrying about the coming apocalypse.
i remember getting my first "b" for a full quarter class in middle school and worrying about the coming apocalypse.
i remember getting my first "c" in college and worrying about the coming apocalypse. (do you notice a theme here?)
i remember getting out of my first relationship and thinking i'd never date again (hey, wait a second...)
i remember having 1.90 GPA and worrying i wouldn't graduate from carolina (i did, with a 2.01, barely over the 2.00 threshold)
i remember the grief of rejection from a horrible situation with a girl ...

it's funny, looking back, and how small my problems were. knowing this, i try to make light for any self-perceived problems in my life ... knowing full well that next year, my problems will seem small. i'm not sure what i ever did to deserve such blessings...

gotta keep growing!

Currently listening to: Rocket Summer - Show me what you've got
Currently feeling: grateful
Posted by roy on May 21, 2008 at 02:01 AM in Personal | 3 Comments

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Comment posted on May 23rd, 2008 at 10:59 AM
Roy kicks ass.
Comment posted on May 22nd, 2008 at 07:27 PM
remember the time that you were going to buy that german exchange girl a potted plant. you were so crazy in love. roy, you remember. I think it was summer of 2000. You were crazy in love, or it was just the heat and there was no girl or plant...
Comment posted on May 21st, 2008 at 09:05 PM
YES Channel that The Rocket Summer positivity!!! ^_^