I'm not sure how many of you actually read my journal for the "serious" posts... I'm going to take a wild guess that most of you read this journal out of habit ... or something.

Lately I've grown pretty apathetic towards anything that doesn't involve my immediate situation. As much as I've tried to care about the injustices happening in Iraq, the only thing my shallow mind (I am shallow, I admit this time and time again in person) ... is the news that Kate Beckinsale got married. WHY. WHY.

The chaos of thoughts and feelings in my mind ... WHY DID SHE HAVE TO BREAK MY HEART LIKE THIS WHEN WE WERE MEANT FOR EACH OTHER??!?!?! Sigh.

But I take solace in the fact that _all_ Hollywood relationships eventually end. And I will be there, waiting...

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But seriously, what is it with me? I think I go thorugh phases where I care deeply about the world and then othertimes can't be brought to even be remotely interested. Maybe I'm just getting tired of arguing about stuff that happens in world... or I'm just growing even more cynical.

Or maybe I'm just too concerned about my immediate future to care about some other event. Maybe this is the problem with America. We're all too concerned with our own lives ... too worried about our next paycheck to be brought to care about events across the world.

Whatever.