The things I learn are so random. I've been trying to fully understand CSS, only to be really discouraged by the fact that each browser handles it differently. Sucks for me. It's like NS 4.x/IE4.x with tables all over again.

I bought some clay poker chips today. 500 of them. Hopefully they'll get here soon. I'm excited. They were $150, so they better be nice. Poker night tomorrow night and Thursday night. Hopefully I can win.

I've been also learning on how PHP fully parses XML files ... this has entailed learning vaguely about OOP. I'll bother borst about this more later. I'm going to take a shot at the PHP DOM functions that should make XML generation easier for me.

I've been messing around with mySQL fulltext options. This should lead to the development of a tool for beta/paid users that will let them search past entries. Yay.

I'm so friggin' tired. Someone help me ... there's so much on my mind right now, but I can't find anyone to talk to. It's not that the people around me aren't the type to talk to ... but I'm just looking for someone particular. I guess one of the things I really miss about my previous roomie was that he wasn't really involved with my social circle, so I could talk to him about things that bothered me. He always was a good listener and had good advice.

Things are changing so rapidly here ... and there is so much happening that I just can't digest it all. School is starting to slip out of my reach, and I'm starting down a path of heartache that I can't bother talking about because of its implications upon my immediate life.

Man, I'm not sure what to do...